I need to write here more regularly and show the positives in life… 

I realise that I should write in happy and in sad terms times – I’ve neglected my blog – Where am I up to … I’m ok – I was taking strong painkillers daily from having a bad back – and I’ve managed to stop them totally ( much harder than I thought it would be) – I’ve finally run out of money – still single – learning to live alone – staying strong – to 

  • Been to London twice 
  • Dancing in London 
  • Had fun with my children 
  • Watched movies – Manchester by the Sea, Moonlight, A quiet passion. 
  • Loved Line of duty 
  • Started knitting a scarf 
  • Read 10 books 
  • Enjoyed working 
  • Started making batch meals to save money 
  • Clearing the house 
  • Been on a date ( not suitable) 
  • Seen an ex but need to change that … 
  • gardening 
  • Working on the house to get lodgers.
  • Yoga 
  • Lots of walking 
  • Lakedistrict Cartmel
  • Lyme Park
  • Raw food diet retreat ( never again)  

Finding yourself , just for you … 

I’ve been working really hard this last few weeks to stay strong, and be strong – what I have achieved – This Year 

  • Been on 2 retreats ( yoga) 
  • Been meditating everyday 
  • Come off a major pain killer
  • Feeling happier 
  • Feeling more contented 
  • Read 3 books 
  • Light candles everyday 
  • Bought a Fitbit and aim to do 8,000 steps per day 
  • Gone our loads with my daughter 
  • Been to a caleigh ( great fun) 
  • Grown in confidence at work 
  • Started antidepressants 
  • Watch 2 brilliant movies – Lion and Lala land 
  • Been to London

Actually it looks impressive on paper – I’m determined not to let my life be dominated by men.